Friday, November 25, 2011
twin flame
you can't always get what you want right hank moody?
funny how i define and relate a lot of my life to tv series'. on a certain level, i'm sure it can be viewed as pretty pathetic. tv shows end though or worse, get cancelled mid-season. life goes on.
i've been pretty good at moving on recently so this latest setback may just be a distant memory in the near future. i'm kidding myself here of course but that's the only way i can deal with it.
its no use whining and hoping against odds because ultimately life is not a fairy tale. despite what i've always told myself, there has always been that little flicker of hope when it comes to situations like this one, that refuses to go away because i don't allow it to. this time round, i can't do the same thing because you can't always get what you want or even what you need. why does god show you things or make you aware of people you can't be with? well, ultimately it will all make sense. i'll just have to wait for that.
goodbye sm.
-dib- at 12:58 AM