Friday, November 25, 2011
twin flame
you can't always get what you want right hank moody?
funny how i define and relate a lot of my life to tv series'. on a certain level, i'm sure it can be viewed as pretty pathetic. tv shows end though or worse, get cancelled mid-season. life goes on.
i've been pretty good at moving on recently so this latest setback may just be a distant memory in the near future. i'm kidding myself here of course but that's the only way i can deal with it.
its no use whining and hoping against odds because ultimately life is not a fairy tale. despite what i've always told myself, there has always been that little flicker of hope when it comes to situations like this one, that refuses to go away because i don't allow it to. this time round, i can't do the same thing because you can't always get what you want or even what you need. why does god show you things or make you aware of people you can't be with? well, ultimately it will all make sense. i'll just have to wait for that.
goodbye sm.
-dib- at 12:58 AM
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
definitions.
'Personal boundaries define you as an individual. They are statements of what you will or won't do, what you like and don't like...how close someone can get to you'.
boundaries, guidelines, rules, limits.
sometimes life thrusts you into certain situations that test your boundaries. how you react define who you are known as tomorrow.
sometimes life gives you boundaries that you are not allowed to cross.
it may seem cruel, especially when happiness appears just across these limits. do you wither and suffer endlessly? or do you move on?
the irony of life - just as my boundaries are tested, something stirs in me that makes me want to test other boundaries that lurk just beyond. alas, too many variables means that i just have to forget about it.
i've had to forget about a lot of things this year.
can i just erase 2011?
-dib- at 2:23 AM