Friday, February 20, 2009
and i hope she feels the very same
a feeling of sadness comes over me every once in awhile. the degree of this feeling varies but exists nevertheless, coming and going as sure as the tides. sometimes i indulge and ironically or maybe very obviously this state of being brings me to places and thoughts i'd never be capable of comprehending otherwise.
i caught myself taking moments like these for granted a few times recently and i've been pretty angry with myself as i lose the essence of such sadness by turning it into bitterness or cynicism and i realize that i lose inspiration by bringing myself back to reality for things as mundane as waking up on time for work or rather wanting to sleep early to wake up on time for work.
the crossroad came and gone. i just want to shine, inspite of myself.
-dib- at 8:53 PM